You belong with me

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Taylor Swift – You Belong with Me

You’re on the phone With your girlfriend
She’s upset
She’s going off about Something that you said
She doesn’t get your humor Like I do
I’m in my room
It’s a typical Tuesday night
I’m listening to the kind of music
She doesn’t like
She’ll never know your story
Like I do

But she wears short skirts
I wear t-shirts
She’s cheer captain
And i’m on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you’re looking for
Has been here the whole time
If you could see
That i’m the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can’t you
See you belong with me
You belong with me.

Walking the streets
With you and your worn out jeans
I can’t help thinking
This is how it ought to be
Laughing on a park bench
Thinking to myself
Hey, isn’t this easy?
And you’ve got a smile
That could light up this whole town
I haven’t seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you’re fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatchu doing
With a girl like that

She wears high heels
I wear sneakers
She’s cheer captain
I’m on the bleachers
Dreaming about the day
When you wake up and find
That what you’re looking for
Has been here the whole time
If you could see
That i’m the one
Who understands you
Been here all along
So why can’t you
See you belong with me

Standing by and
Waiting at your backdoor
All this time
How could you not know
Baby
You belong with me
You belong with me.

Oh, I remember
You driving to my house
In the middle of the night
I’m the one who makes you laugh
When you know you’re about to cry
And I know your favorite songs
And you tell me about your dreams
Think I know where you belong
Think I know it’s with me

Can’t you see
That i’m the one
Who understands
Been here all along
So why can’t you see?
You belong with me.
Have you ever thought
Just maybe
You belong with me?

Hahaahaha,, aku hanya bisa tertawa sumbang, setelah menyanyikan lagu ini keras-keras. Tak peduli teriakkan adikku berulangkali memohon-mohon agar aku mengurangi volume Simbaddaku. Dia tak mengerti bahwa ketika aku melafal setiap kata dalam lagu ini, sejatinya aku sedang mengeluarkan isi hati yang sempurna tercermin dalam lagu ini. Suaraku sampai serak menyeimbangi Taylor Swift. Aku tahu suaraku bisa dikategorikan cempreng, tapi aku tak peduli. Yang aku butuh adalah berteriak sekeras-kerasnya curhat pada semesta, dan kebetulan lewat lagu ini aku bisa menguapkan sesak dengan cara yang tidak terlalu menyedihkan dan mengharu biru seperti misalnya mengurung diri di kamar dan sesenggukan tanpa ampun.

Bagaimanapun, aku telah bermilyar kali melakukannya dimasa lalu. Mematikan lampu, menghempaskan diri dipembaringan sembari memutar lagu mellow, membasahi bantal, dan menghabiskan berpak-pak tissue. Sekarang aku punya cara lain untuk tergugu sakit karena urusan hati. Aku akan bernyanyi, aku akan menyibukkan diri dalam apapun itu yang bisa mengalihkan rasa dan anganku menyinggahi lagi tempat-tempat terlarang untuk disentuh ataupun sekedar diintip, aku akan mempelajari peta masalahku dan menemukan jalan keluarnya. Itu pasti. Itu pasti. Aku hanya perlu tersenyum dan terus melagkah... ^^

*Thx sudah memberi sinyal akan arah hatimu,,,