Silent, secretly waiting to be found.

Hi Me,

Empty, like drifting in a space without gravity.

Silent, yet the echo of thoughts never stops.

Hollow, no matter how much you try to fill it.

Heavy, though you’re not sure what you’re carrying.

But it’s alright—small steps still move you forward.

 

RS

Fragment of Silence

Amidst the roar, I stand unseen,

A shadow lost where light has been.

Laughter rings, a hollow sound,

Masking the void where pain is found.

In the crowd, a quiet ache,

A fragile soul begins to break.

Pieces fall, a pride undone,

Scattered beneath a setting sun.

The mirror mocks with empty eyes,

Reflecting dreams turned into lies.

Each shard a whisper, faint, yet clear,

Of battles lost and silent fear.

I gather them, though hands do bleed,

To weave a hope from broken need.

But still the silence lingers near,

A haunting friend, a steadfast peer.

For in this emptiness, I see,

A chance to find what’s left of me.

Though fractured now, the heart will mend,

And from this grief, I’ll rise again.

UMK, just now.

Am I?

Am I allowed to still count on you?

Well, this is it.

The light at the end of the tunnel.

It might not lead me to where I wanted it to be,

Yet, at least I have found the light brings my darkest time to an end.

It might not seem as beautiful as I wished,

But I believe I have landed at the right place.

I may not understand it now,

But I will someday,

When the Almighty God reveals His grand plans,

Allow me to see the bigger picture,

Then I will find my heart full of love and gratitude.

InsyaAllah.

14Y

 Sesak sekali

Yang telah diendapkan sekian lama

Mendobrak keluar.

Do you?

 

You look happier,

 

“Terobos saja” katanya.

“Seperti air yang mengalir di sungai?” Tanyaku

“Exactly” tegasnya.

Hallo, 2024

I’m gonna win this year.

I’ll be hard on myself to finish what I’ve started.

My ultimate goal for this year is to pull my self together again.

No more escaping, no more playing victim.

I’ll be taking control of my life,

To gain my freedom,

To be the person God wants me to be.

So, 2024, bring it on.

I am ready. 

Gegap gempita

Lalu 

Sunyi

Well, hi 2024

Terlalu riuh di luar.

Tapi tidak bisa membungkam bising di dalam kepala.

 Bismillah. Satu satu. 

 Stop escaping. 

Just face it.