tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-356401992024-03-13T11:20:49.267-07:00Sepiring gadogadoSome thoughts I allow you to know...ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.comBlogger352125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-9655905663717395052024-03-06T02:20:00.000-08:002024-03-06T02:20:23.948-08:00<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqa2DTPYuadHAaL4iZm458UfyWUbVxyAOFIs8-f2XGe-qvbAR-B-bNe5MSL8T36TdrszVZp_YeUSaiMmtp7Keh8O4z4uyBOLa03m1xLpsDV7Fm5bF7QZLi94JnX93RfOHgh48rXFNKpJL-lwEXk7jUqxan_14sFznUIWAQ7_M2buLi3DXcHTxR/s4032/IMG_3245.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3024" data-original-width="4032" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhqa2DTPYuadHAaL4iZm458UfyWUbVxyAOFIs8-f2XGe-qvbAR-B-bNe5MSL8T36TdrszVZp_YeUSaiMmtp7Keh8O4z4uyBOLa03m1xLpsDV7Fm5bF7QZLi94JnX93RfOHgh48rXFNKpJL-lwEXk7jUqxan_14sFznUIWAQ7_M2buLi3DXcHTxR/s320/IMG_3245.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">“Terobos saja” katanya.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">“Seperti air yang mengalir di sungai?” Tanyaku</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">“Exactly” tegasnya.</div><p></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-8621703511950142902023-12-31T17:35:00.000-08:002023-12-31T18:06:21.107-08:00Hallo, 2024<blockquote style="border: medium; margin: 0px 0px 0px 40px; padding: 0px;"><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikckpF7UM1qbOEY2z3FXTCv-uYbNGJk4V6u_JZ3wsDYfem4d5WawzEUpgIGBYIxkG5M2dCTVWpStYv8l3O8-OmKdm6mT3T8XtxhMF2WW4I_z9wM9bW0OQ2scDy3DEuc0qHVvNxjFh9I85e6r23n6XFWf5mXAgqqfVu7Z7vXTPaMnhmLDTeUh_n/s3374/IMG_2223.jpeg" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1898" data-original-width="3374" height="180" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEikckpF7UM1qbOEY2z3FXTCv-uYbNGJk4V6u_JZ3wsDYfem4d5WawzEUpgIGBYIxkG5M2dCTVWpStYv8l3O8-OmKdm6mT3T8XtxhMF2WW4I_z9wM9bW0OQ2scDy3DEuc0qHVvNxjFh9I85e6r23n6XFWf5mXAgqqfVu7Z7vXTPaMnhmLDTeUh_n/s320/IMG_2223.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div></blockquote><br /><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p>I’m gonna win this year.</p><p>I’ll be hard on myself to finish what I’ve started.</p><p>My ultimate goal for this year is to pull my self together again.</p><p>No more escaping, no more playing victim.</p><p>I’ll be taking control of my life,</p><p>To gain my freedom,</p><p>To be the person God wants me to be.</p><p>So, 2024, bring it on.</p><p>I am ready. </p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-53736248070155268872023-12-31T08:09:00.000-08:002023-12-31T08:09:44.604-08:00<p>Gegap gempita</p><p>Lalu </p><p>Sunyi</p><p>Well, hi 2024</p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-39999685377318548782023-12-31T06:47:00.000-08:002023-12-31T06:47:51.138-08:00<p>Terlalu riuh di luar.</p><p>Tapi tidak bisa membungkam bising di dalam kepala.</p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-55732126322773447972023-12-31T06:34:00.000-08:002023-12-31T06:34:33.489-08:00<p> Bismillah. Satu satu. </p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-74479206016224552012023-12-25T00:39:00.000-08:002023-12-25T00:39:47.107-08:00<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEichzStqOFgDkNqghCwm1NCYHgy5Oo1TLg1p6Eitvv6obM9Yb1kWb07vhp6GlOQSEaabvDUVhZhpJIaepuGRKtlEL3j84mFCCinzFuzna7_P1jprjwIcNk2Kdmvzlazum7ZAo737dIJJpp7xgauAAyxd6sjVC5JdB9MBmfQWOGBwVZLClZRQytv/s1600/img-20170128-wa0060.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1200" data-original-width="1600" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEichzStqOFgDkNqghCwm1NCYHgy5Oo1TLg1p6Eitvv6obM9Yb1kWb07vhp6GlOQSEaabvDUVhZhpJIaepuGRKtlEL3j84mFCCinzFuzna7_P1jprjwIcNk2Kdmvzlazum7ZAo737dIJJpp7xgauAAyxd6sjVC5JdB9MBmfQWOGBwVZLClZRQytv/s320/img-20170128-wa0060.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"> Stop escaping. </div><div style="text-align: center;">Just face it.</div><p></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-15423996964756847812023-12-19T20:36:00.000-08:002023-12-19T20:36:38.613-08:00The art of letting go<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhE7CaxunBxVCdKNm8WS8XQKdLlJhsiHnlKSzs6YqLJD21zFwTD5DNaJ3wdfi_TclsXH-lBRKWm-S6oDlO72XiJG9bqxKiW1fXhvNu4gQg4JyZTdh8H-LK5Vc0niCzBwBFDKmKC0FejFmCUm9DkK8cilizFTaz3SR8qUrt8FIhnK_REsngUDchz/s5456/DSC00353.JPG" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3632" data-original-width="5456" height="244" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhE7CaxunBxVCdKNm8WS8XQKdLlJhsiHnlKSzs6YqLJD21zFwTD5DNaJ3wdfi_TclsXH-lBRKWm-S6oDlO72XiJG9bqxKiW1fXhvNu4gQg4JyZTdh8H-LK5Vc0niCzBwBFDKmKC0FejFmCUm9DkK8cilizFTaz3SR8qUrt8FIhnK_REsngUDchz/w368-h244/DSC00353.JPG" width="368" /></span></a></div><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">I am trully sorry for not being capable to be as strong, motivated, persistent, and sane as expected. I understand if you feel tired and sick of me. You know you can leave every time you want. Feel free to walk away. You wont ever be the one to blame. Maybe our timing was just not right. you are ready to fly, while I still have to struggle with my own self. That's okay. You've done everything you can, I really appreciate that. It's just that, it turns out I need more time for this process.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">I am well aware that there will come a time when I will shed tears of regret. But that's okay. I will still be happy to see you flying high from down here. Hopefully you will find a soulmate whose wings are as strong as yours, so that your journey will be far from lonely. In the meantime, I will be patient with my own process. My goals wont change. It's just possibly slower than we would prefer. It's really okay. Let's see if our paths will cross again someday. if that happens, hopefully the situation will be much better.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">So, don't worry about me. Just spread your wings and fly!</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">Oh, and I want you to know that I always wish happiness for you.</span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;"><br /></span></p><p><span style="font-family: helvetica;">p.s. I love you, you know that. </span></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-10423479045739554672023-12-19T06:20:00.000-08:002023-12-19T06:20:43.576-08:00<p>Ma, be strong, OK?</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-85309929011779741042023-12-17T17:52:00.000-08:002023-12-17T17:52:54.960-08:00<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2I_Gj4f5O_pA51ZPpzGBCGPeOirwrY3fwfW9o0p35k5DDof0iFG4AaNYphTV83y_zjriymZs-bJsplFElFXtrxgr7nzycrduWiO-Q-VyenQ87T7RMrILDPsVdSFLkIWehJd3NvkSqh9R9E1R6wMb8gGsstoQ0CuZRRv3lzrOjhrpJYQkdlbxI/s5340/IMG_2771.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2999" data-original-width="5340" height="180" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEi2I_Gj4f5O_pA51ZPpzGBCGPeOirwrY3fwfW9o0p35k5DDof0iFG4AaNYphTV83y_zjriymZs-bJsplFElFXtrxgr7nzycrduWiO-Q-VyenQ87T7RMrILDPsVdSFLkIWehJd3NvkSqh9R9E1R6wMb8gGsstoQ0CuZRRv3lzrOjhrpJYQkdlbxI/s320/IMG_2771.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p>Di ruang paling dalam</p><p>Terlalu jauh </p><p>Tak terselam</p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-39311319783903952302023-12-17T15:33:00.000-08:002023-12-17T15:33:40.946-08:00<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiVzJCGq5IcerIda3l4KT0WEJOnuBGgKY_tFo4OkA_jrhr8W-0kXRRnqhzGs6iTXaP2oJz0C_nNwcc6sMqKR5IuyZaxOgB4K2sbOxsO2s_9eCoi5ltogo1Foi5FbhIZaAf6im6O2IK3b7rnW4yUJzoUhCYET4GoIdCtuF0roPgWSUsQ9TYBV4i/s1620/IMG_0098.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1080" data-original-width="1620" height="213" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjiVzJCGq5IcerIda3l4KT0WEJOnuBGgKY_tFo4OkA_jrhr8W-0kXRRnqhzGs6iTXaP2oJz0C_nNwcc6sMqKR5IuyZaxOgB4K2sbOxsO2s_9eCoi5ltogo1Foi5FbhIZaAf6im6O2IK3b7rnW4yUJzoUhCYET4GoIdCtuF0roPgWSUsQ9TYBV4i/s320/IMG_0098.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><p></p><p style="text-align: center;">So be it.</p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-25341584140528046682023-12-11T07:18:00.000-08:002023-12-11T07:18:45.172-08:00Mood<p>Swing</p><p>Swang</p><p>Swung</p><p>Swinnging</p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-70642410711333146672023-12-06T01:55:00.000-08:002023-12-06T01:55:51.854-08:00Mantra-mantra<p><i><span style="font-family: trebuchet;">Sedang ditempa</span></i></p><p><i><span style="font-family: trebuchet;">Sedang ditempa</span></i></p><p><i><span style="font-family: trebuchet;">Untuk kuat</span></i></p><p><i><span style="font-family: trebuchet;">Untuk utuh.</span></i></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-88346326780619132652023-12-04T02:06:00.000-08:002023-12-04T02:06:58.456-08:00Bun,<p>Semoga lama hidupmu di sini</p><p>Melihatku berjuang hingga akhir</p><p>Seperti detak jantung yang bertaut</p><p>Nyawaku nyala karena denganmu.</p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-88763768355123056542023-11-05T05:29:00.000-08:002023-11-05T05:29:30.614-08:00<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><iframe allowfullscreen='allowfullscreen' webkitallowfullscreen='webkitallowfullscreen' mozallowfullscreen='mozallowfullscreen' width='320' height='266' src='https://www.blogger.com/video.g?token=AD6v5dwdJUoTI44l6JSOx7dwnlCpA_kl-bP3aNJnqAUMcTGu36AGelQ-ArLhv8cK-TKb5vQG9hjVCWQURP0' class='b-hbp-video b-uploaded' frameborder='0'></iframe></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"> <span style="font-family: Quicksand;"><i>Yang menemanimu,</i></span></div><div style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: Quicksand;"><i>Sebelum cahaya…</i></span></div><p></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-66388461659625800322023-11-05T02:23:00.002-08:002023-11-05T02:23:16.500-08:00Red<p></p><div style="text-align: center;"><i> </i></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMiwrZ1UljBrufbCzZazkLvwRLKjySGwk4v_2ft1_R5-LUSmdp-4zVZALOY_iIHNr5909VvzxD0LcjWNP_ec7Ng0qMe37KLWmjZxJCRYfFREqbfNbduCOZwZBYL1PepRtVA-QiGQ6F28VMg1hKWVRz5qI7YGn2cdwlbBa9CdmlgUXaZJDc5cwF/s1192/IMG_2221.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><i><img border="0" data-original-height="1192" data-original-width="671" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjMiwrZ1UljBrufbCzZazkLvwRLKjySGwk4v_2ft1_R5-LUSmdp-4zVZALOY_iIHNr5909VvzxD0LcjWNP_ec7Ng0qMe37KLWmjZxJCRYfFREqbfNbduCOZwZBYL1PepRtVA-QiGQ6F28VMg1hKWVRz5qI7YGn2cdwlbBa9CdmlgUXaZJDc5cwF/s320/IMG_2221.jpeg" width="180" /></i></a></div><p></p><p style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></p><p style="text-align: center;"><i>Untukku, cukup.</i></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-85502888381575122452023-11-03T17:57:00.001-07:002023-11-03T17:57:15.888-07:00<p><i> </i></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXIKQFqhnu12J9sa3oXfAwjUeW1wK5lVVvnUu61N7fwTNMel9r-Tl2wzmhMzCSpR9xCROWZ5XQBQyd6WJJlLX9bvUnBuQ3C8evmUJHG0CVdxtHleVxkL8p1eJUP94CqNUaG9m47dwcz-SczAfW-IkHDfiJgl3prsVCpHwQkxWb59uoAmQsLBDT/s3923/IMG_2220.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><i><img border="0" data-original-height="2942" data-original-width="3923" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEiXIKQFqhnu12J9sa3oXfAwjUeW1wK5lVVvnUu61N7fwTNMel9r-Tl2wzmhMzCSpR9xCROWZ5XQBQyd6WJJlLX9bvUnBuQ3C8evmUJHG0CVdxtHleVxkL8p1eJUP94CqNUaG9m47dwcz-SczAfW-IkHDfiJgl3prsVCpHwQkxWb59uoAmQsLBDT/s320/IMG_2220.jpeg" width="320" /></i></a></div><i><br /></i><p></p><p style="text-align: center;"><i>Across?</i></p><p style="text-align: center;"><i>Burn?</i></p><p style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-2376998643884630082023-11-03T17:45:00.002-07:002023-11-03T17:45:33.617-07:00,<p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZEep6WCOjUWL6qQXRkGvd_BL2MgvUQ74JM3fbu2jLCzObxrXnUOkuTwgf4Er_Ex8enJWX8Es8MEWL3Qp-MtLJ65GwGoeSqCwTcGMTUkGEA138gQuA06AkGmVSoP24TQhjyGscVpMbQo5I9OFwLYRt0y6TPGNZot55EtLkdigKxTwiTXsFCfP_/s4027/IMG_2219.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3020" data-original-width="4027" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjZEep6WCOjUWL6qQXRkGvd_BL2MgvUQ74JM3fbu2jLCzObxrXnUOkuTwgf4Er_Ex8enJWX8Es8MEWL3Qp-MtLJ65GwGoeSqCwTcGMTUkGEA138gQuA06AkGmVSoP24TQhjyGscVpMbQo5I9OFwLYRt0y6TPGNZot55EtLkdigKxTwiTXsFCfP_/s320/IMG_2219.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><br /><div style="text-align: center;"><br /></div><div style="text-align: center;"> <i>Sejenak, boleh?</i></div><div style="text-align: center;"><i><br /></i></div><p></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-51468017800551848692023-11-01T06:19:00.003-07:002023-11-01T06:31:34.247-07:00Noted.<br /><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4uzPi1Bbrg7VrBuP0TrJnN9M_87UoKdjgsa6vi-9qStQ3R5xWzBP60CX6EmH7DHgvVDSWa-JeqZ__8brmI5wefxIVKZw1Z37lfJt7Hq2nS2Q_0CFvZjjDdD0bskn6Kv0pKEm6YRXNBz3g92YE8mC1zFJcd3kmdaM9I64g0Cve4PtL4S7FW3rN/s225/images.png" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="225" data-original-width="225" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg4uzPi1Bbrg7VrBuP0TrJnN9M_87UoKdjgsa6vi-9qStQ3R5xWzBP60CX6EmH7DHgvVDSWa-JeqZ__8brmI5wefxIVKZw1Z37lfJt7Hq2nS2Q_0CFvZjjDdD0bskn6Kv0pKEm6YRXNBz3g92YE8mC1zFJcd3kmdaM9I64g0Cve4PtL4S7FW3rN/w320-h320/images.png" width="320" /></a></div><p><br /></p><p style="text-align: center;">Crystal<span style="font-family: courier;"> clear. </span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: courier;">Got the message. </span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: courier;">Ciaow</span>. </p><br />ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-60728289421622869132023-03-04T08:41:00.003-08:002023-03-04T08:41:27.936-08:00Sayonara<p> Sayonara</p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-80592278895231163682023-01-09T03:55:00.002-08:002023-01-09T03:55:34.337-08:00Kemana lagi?<p>Di mana lagi?</p><p>Ke mana lagi?</p><p>Mesti ke mana lagi?</p><p>Harus di mana lagi?</p><p><br /></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-63244338651127966932022-12-01T21:10:00.001-08:002022-12-01T21:10:51.146-08:00Janji<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvUB0RkQ9PNTCoyM5-6YAcTcaraM1m8udhWfRW8LFbK_0M75VtpdiyXycmu5zHrIV0Yyzx1k4x1Tm4dfLzUNymPv5CiDvcILAUHNWowHvuuCJMlMavR-wbL_i6kymRgWr6aaU44-GprYaMdB-MkSMobc_NXZJ-ydIfZ275g5Of1nyum8xGyQ/s3950/931F8C6B-ACF2-45BD-8E83-361B31232800.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3950" data-original-width="2962" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgvUB0RkQ9PNTCoyM5-6YAcTcaraM1m8udhWfRW8LFbK_0M75VtpdiyXycmu5zHrIV0Yyzx1k4x1Tm4dfLzUNymPv5CiDvcILAUHNWowHvuuCJMlMavR-wbL_i6kymRgWr6aaU44-GprYaMdB-MkSMobc_NXZJ-ydIfZ275g5Of1nyum8xGyQ/s320/931F8C6B-ACF2-45BD-8E83-361B31232800.jpeg" width="240" /></a></div><br /><p><br /></p><p>‘Hanya kamu yang mengerti gelombang kepala ini,</p><p> Janji takkan kemana-mana’</p><p><br /></p><p>Dan aku berenang-renang diantara keinginan terbahak-bahak sekaligus nyengir miris.</p><p><br /></p><p>Puja-puji tanpa kata</p><p>Selalu nyaman bersama</p><p>Janji takkan kemana-mana</p><p><br /></p><p>Janji</p><p><br /></p><p>Janji</p><p><br /></p><p>Janji</p><p><br /></p><p>Takkan kemana mana…</p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p><p><br /></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-74770210939313723412022-11-17T18:43:00.004-08:002022-11-17T18:43:54.372-08:00âme<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt8543ppyvd8wf8xgweva7m7Bre2dTWXtZ21wF4rk7vrdxSrL0vY0yud8A3Q6T9737GVS8oMaSbl0bquEkbIG1y_9inGu9WVGj8_iiSBz21MByMbYzNNq_itjbwDuBn1DOu_E-Oo-vzqpmJt9izL_gRIxfd4kKgFpElkvDcf4FRvqzz2s11A/s3932/JPEG%20image-DD27AA8B082B-1.jpeg" imageanchor="1" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="2949" data-original-width="3932" height="240" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjt8543ppyvd8wf8xgweva7m7Bre2dTWXtZ21wF4rk7vrdxSrL0vY0yud8A3Q6T9737GVS8oMaSbl0bquEkbIG1y_9inGu9WVGj8_iiSBz21MByMbYzNNq_itjbwDuBn1DOu_E-Oo-vzqpmJt9izL_gRIxfd4kKgFpElkvDcf4FRvqzz2s11A/w320-h240/JPEG%20image-DD27AA8B082B-1.jpeg" width="320" /></a></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>A soul knocks on heaven's door in quiet. </i></span></div><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>It carried only a weak appeal and a faint hope. </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>Tears poured as it implored. </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>Despite frailty, faith remains. </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>When it's out of energy, it falls. </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>it gave up its surrender. </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>Then suddenly, A wing sprouted, </i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>Allowing it to fly again.</i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i><br /></i></span></p><p style="text-align: center;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><i>Medan, Nov 18th 2022</i></span></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-70616778029892933912022-11-08T21:50:00.002-08:002022-11-08T21:55:36.225-08:00That time, at late afternoon<p> </p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNRzzk1yavab3oDkOopkJg4kOripMuBL7lpXI7UoVNKEICHOaWbUyQE2Y-kfOFehjq4g06ulHcoc5z0lNIrK0oJSFNHlbY8XoC73PO9BjvuxieoW_NMrkc1dXPoW1dbjhr-JWC_pac2li8DU79U_ORRIkWl0TJm9wHUihinCCVzoaDrN6Tdw/s3264/7UdPwSs0.jpeg" style="margin-left: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="3264" data-original-width="1836" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEgNRzzk1yavab3oDkOopkJg4kOripMuBL7lpXI7UoVNKEICHOaWbUyQE2Y-kfOFehjq4g06ulHcoc5z0lNIrK0oJSFNHlbY8XoC73PO9BjvuxieoW_NMrkc1dXPoW1dbjhr-JWC_pac2li8DU79U_ORRIkWl0TJm9wHUihinCCVzoaDrN6Tdw/s320/7UdPwSs0.jpeg" width="180" /></a></div><br /><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">In a place we never knew before,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">a secret revealed itself.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">I think I saw you,</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">cried.</div><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><br /></div><p></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-1723496147669288322022-10-29T00:01:00.001-07:002022-10-29T00:01:34.519-07:00Satu-satu.<table align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" class="tr-caption-container" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><tbody><tr><td style="text-align: center;"><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6DpMlBvq6_5h4kR8YTMPid7ZLiDayoIBF72lGOaG99hnUYl4pvcs_-jyUSFdNoMTVZJm5_eRHPCD68ZtEGgAC_yP6RbWLyo09bC0OUEmNdhC1Ex_dPful0InVys4wCkM6I8rNLMw4RZkK2Sb8ajkARFPL1STCug40ngb_rbNx3Hs271eMRQ/s1079/FfRDQE-aMAEfcA6.jpg" style="margin-left: auto; margin-right: auto;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1071" data-original-width="1079" height="318" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEg6DpMlBvq6_5h4kR8YTMPid7ZLiDayoIBF72lGOaG99hnUYl4pvcs_-jyUSFdNoMTVZJm5_eRHPCD68ZtEGgAC_yP6RbWLyo09bC0OUEmNdhC1Ex_dPful0InVys4wCkM6I8rNLMw4RZkK2Sb8ajkARFPL1STCug40ngb_rbNx3Hs271eMRQ/w320-h318/FfRDQE-aMAEfcA6.jpg" width="320" /></a></td></tr><tr><td class="tr-caption" style="text-align: center;">Taken from <a href="https://twitter.com/MentalHealerid/status/1581963316150534146" target="_blank">here</a></td></tr></tbody></table><p>Saya sedang menyaksikan Kota Medan yang dibakar matahari lewat jendela kaca yang besar dalam sebuah kafe, dimana pendingin ruangan menghembuskan kesejukan. Segelas Pandan Latte membasahi kerongkongan saya dan pendengaran saya dibelai alunan suara Lyodra yang mengalun merdu. Di luar, di bawah terik itu, tampak hilir mudik kendaraan lalu lalang. Ada truk-truk besar yang seakan mengintimidasi kendaraan lainnya. Lalu, beberapa kali melintas pengendara motor yang ugal-ugalan, berbocengan bertiga bahkan berempat tanpa memakai helm, dengan suara knalpot yang mengundang cacian orang-orang yang mendengarkan. Ada juga beberapa bentor butut yang terus tak gentar mengarungi jalanan yang brutalnya hampir sama dengan jalanan Makassar demi beberapa lembaran rupiah. Saya bisa melihat peluh membasahi membasahi wajah dan baju bapak-bapak pengemudi bentor tersebut. Saya tak bisa melihat dengan jelas raut wajahnya, namun pikiran saya otomatis bisa memproyeksikan kerut-kerut perjuangan di wajah-wajah itu. </p><p>Dan saya pun menyadari, bahwa bagi kebanyakan orang, tidak ada pilihan lain selain berjuang. Bagi sebagian orang, tidak ada privileges untuk mengeluhkan nasibnya yang kurang beruntung. Yang ada hanya opsi maju terus jalani satu-satu. Sementara bagi sebagian orang yang lainnya, termasuk saya, kadang terlalu sering larut dalam kegalauan yang mungkin tidak perlu dan bisa dihindari. Saya jadi ingat kata-kata seorang komika idola saya, Pandji Pragiwaksono, pernah berkata, kadang kita tuh merasa berat akan permasalahan hidup karena kita selalu merasa bahwa kita harus tau solusinya. Padahal, sebenarnya masalah itu pada akhirnya akan terurai sendiri pada akhirnya. Kita hanya perlu bertahan, hari demi harinya. Lakukan apa yang bsia dilakukan dan udah. Asal jangan berhenti, asal jangan putus asa. Dan terimalah kemana alur hidup membawa langkah kita. </p><p>Nah, mungkin itulah yang saya harus lakukan saat ini. Saat kepala terlalu berisik dengan kegalauan yang tidak berujung, mungkin saya hanya perlu menambah volume headset saya untuk meredam suara-suara destruksif itu, lalu fokus mengerjakan disertasi saya. Satu satu, yang di depan mata saja dulu. Satu-satu, seperti kata Hindia. </p><p><br /></p><p>Medan, 29 Oktober 2022.</p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-35640199.post-37945566671573388622022-10-18T02:00:00.001-07:002022-10-18T02:00:08.627-07:00Spells<p><i><span style="font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></i></p><p><i></i></p><div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;"><i><a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYmN77sMdImJ0HCiDt3j5h0EMO7JuSlFRNAihI1jj4Le5aIG8vtcbfdrleRiePZzmnCGYjiq24jIK4GRRshAmJohqWLdj9xZYR8eYeRS2ETuZgsE0Vx_80zGPlN0dDgDF4Gb6W6bx9vS8AWtnx7nMbeuJFksHWFmPQrlhifuC07Ws_gcet_Q/s1987/IMG_7713.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: left; float: left; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-right: 1em;"><img border="0" data-original-height="1987" data-original-width="1242" height="320" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEjYmN77sMdImJ0HCiDt3j5h0EMO7JuSlFRNAihI1jj4Le5aIG8vtcbfdrleRiePZzmnCGYjiq24jIK4GRRshAmJohqWLdj9xZYR8eYeRS2ETuZgsE0Vx_80zGPlN0dDgDF4Gb6W6bx9vS8AWtnx7nMbeuJFksHWFmPQrlhifuC07Ws_gcet_Q/s320/IMG_7713.jpg" width="200" /></a></i></div><i><span style="font-family: georgia;"><p><i><span style="font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></i></p>Dissolve, o free soul </span></i><p></p><p><i><span style="font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></i></p><p><i><span style="font-family: georgia;">Calm, o restless mind </span></i></p><p><i><span style="font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></i></p><p><i><span style="font-family: georgia;">Rest, o tired body </span></i></p><p><i><span style="font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></i></p><p><i><span style="font-family: georgia;">Fly, o chained soul</span></i></p><p><i><span style="font-family: georgia;"><br /></span></i></p><p style="text-align: right;"><i><span style="font-family: georgia;">Medan, October 18th 2022</span></i></p>ririnhttp://www.blogger.com/profile/07503288727331046193noreply@blogger.com0