Mahameru gw, masih tingi menjulang

Fiuhhhh
gw terkena demam 5cm ney,
yoi' novel 5cm yang inspiratif bgt tuh..
jd, pas gw selese bc, gw jd pengen mencumbui Mahameru jg, tp g mungkin bgt bwt gw lakuin sekarg ini...
Nah masih dalam rangka terjangkit demem 5cm, (wah, kayaknya parah bgt gw kenanya, hehehey) gw g mw melepas that greatest taste off of my mind, so gw anggap aja Thesis gw as my MAhameru...
Sekarg ni mungkin gw ru nyampe di Ranu PAni, wuih bru segini dah dingin bgt, tp gw bakal trus usaha,
Mahameru gw menjulang tinggi dri sini,
ga gampang pasti bwt gw kesana,
But apasih yg bisa ngalahin tekad??
Just waiting me My Mahameru....


Pencapaian ke sana g gampang, sumpah....
ada ja halanganya,
Kerjaan gw, gi punya banyak pe er tuk diselesaikan,
gw harus professional,
so skg gw cuma bisa Istirahat dulu di RAnuPani gw, sambil terus menyimpan keagungan Mahameru yang menjulang di atas sana 5Cm dari kepala gw, biar gw trus melihatnya, mengejarnya, ga bakal gw lepas....

My MAhameru, My Thesis

My Mahameru, My Thesis

God, here I am
admit my powerless
Confusing with my life
trapped on my lack of motivation
it's just like being a looser

God, I used to ignore you
Sank with my messy world which had given me nothing at all
May I back to your hug, My Dear God?
Would you mind guiding me to the truth

God, I want to reach my Mahameru
which protuberant highly near the sky
would you mind watching me, O God?
In reaching my Mahameru, My Thesis?

Am Confusig with my life

Hmptf….
Semuanya abu-abu
Buram dan berdebu
Kabut menari selimuti kalbu
Takut-takut kakiku melangkah dalam jalan yang kelabu

Yeah, here I am in totally confusing, not sure about my live, about what have I done and what will I do. I look in surrounding, everithing is strange. I don’t know what I shoul d do. Cry or laugh?
Where is me now?
Who is me?




In extremely damn confusing
Me,….

here are some videos of JILC Anniversary 17th

I'm happy being part of JILC

Hufffft...

Finally, after these damn busy weeks, I can take my breath again,

Yeah, about last three weeks, almost all JILC tentors, students and staffs were made busy by Anniversary 17th of JILC...

There were many performances which we performed, and those was, according to me, the damn great performance ever (hwehehehe... Narsis Mode On ^_^v).

On January 05th 09, all tentors, students, and staff who came in JILC weared uniform of Senior High School. Yeah, this is JILC Anniversary 17h, so the theme is sweet seventeenth party and we indicated it with senior high school. At that day, all tentors seems similar with the students since we weared the same uniform. That moment strength the close relationship between tentors and students, everyone were happy, we sang happy B'day's song, took some pictures, etc....



On January 18th, we had "Jalan Santai" we weared our class t-shirt, had fun, took picture, and participated in several games...



The main party was held on January 25th 09 in Aula MAnunggal hall. It was the night when all tentors, students, parents of students enjoy the art performances which presented by tentors and students, the videos of it will be uploaded next posting....



Oh actually I dont want to finish this posting, but there are my students here, and I have to help them doing their homework, so bubyeeee...

gw pwngwn pux laptooopppppp

iya ney... mimpi gw skg adalah gw pwngwn punya laptop...
tapi gw pengennya dari penghasilan ge ndiri....

gw pengen punya laptop
gw pengen pux laptop....

The New Chairman in my class

Hi... Hi... Hi...
Waaaah apa kabar ney semuax?
Gw pux cerita lho...
Jadi ceritax gw kan jdi wali kelas anak kelas 6 SD di Jilc. Nah murid2 gw tuh as I had told u in the previous posting that they consist of Fara, Tita, Edo, Surya agung, Mifta, Yaser, and si murid baru Astrit... Oh they are so cute...
Nah kemaren tuh, pas gw ngajar, si Edo tiba2 ngusulin bahwa dikelas ini harus ada yang jadi ketua kelas, jd kan kemaren tuh yang datang cuma 5 orang doank, Si fara, edo, mifta, yaser and astrit. Gw sih pengennya Edo aja yg jdi ketua kelas, secara anakx plg rjin datang trus smart gitu... tp kan sebagai tentor yg baek and secara ni jaman dah pake sistem yg namazx demokrasi, gw ngusulin buat diadakan pemilihan aja...
tapi.....
pas gw tax siapa yang mw menjadi ketua kelas, ke4 anak ini unjuk jari semua
Walahhhh...
gw ga bisa nahan senyum, ampuuun deh anak2 ini...
Tapi akhirx si Edolah yg kepilih jdii ketua kelas, and yg jd wakilx si Astrit...

Ok deh that/s my story...
C U later yah
karena gw msih pux bxk bgt cerita
tapi dah jam 10 neh, gw ad janji ma Cintya di kampus
so... dada Bubyeeee

Deg2an nunggu interview

deg...deg..deg..
itu lah bunyi jantung gw saat ini, on next august &th, I will be interviewed by IIEF, OMG!!!! What must I say?

Jd gini, bulan lalu gw, brg ma ceceng nyoba ikut selesksi dalam program beasiswa gitu, nah setelah nunggu2 hampir sebulan, tiba2 pihak IIEf nelpon gw, katanya gw lulus ke tahap selanjutnya, seneng bgt gw... trus katax ada tahap lagi yaitu interview via ponsel pd tgl 7 agustus,...

Duh kira2 interviewx kyak gmana yah?
nerves ney...

buat yg baca wish me luck dunk...

Gw punya kerjaan, horeeee

MMM first gw mo blg kangeeeeen bgt ma blog gw, soir bgt y baru bisa posting lagye skg, scra gw sibuuuk bgt...

O iya skg gw dah pux kerjaan lho... gw ngjr di JILC jd tentor bhs inggris gitchu deh...
banyak cerita lho... mulai dari yang lucu, nyebelin, and ngebetein...

Gw pux jdwal ngajar tuh hr selasa pas jam 7 malam, ngajar anak sma kelas 2, wah muridnya asik2 lho... pinter2 gak belagu, minggu pertama masuk, muridx cuman 4 orang anak lelaki yang semuanya pendiaaaaaaam bgt, gw dah coba ngeluarin aneka joke, tapi hasilnya garing... ckckckck...

trus rabu gw ngajar anak kelas enam es-de, muridnya lucu-lucu... ada yang namanya fara, edo, surya n tita...
gak ada yang nakal dan bertingkah aneh2 diantara ke empat anak itu...

nah, hari dimana gw harus, kudu, n wajib nyiapin mental baja, itu adalah hari jumat sore jam 4. Gw ngajar anak kelas tiga es em pe... siswanya....?????? waduh, sumpah rese bgt. Jadi dikelas ini tuh ada siswa baru beranjak gede yang ribuuut bgt... dah cerewetnya minta ampun, suaranya nyraiiing bgt, serasa make toa...weleh..weleh...
dah gitu mereka demen bgt protes2 tentor,.... tp mereka pada pinter2 koq...

Overal, gw senang n bersukur bgt kerja di JILC, selain dapat gaji, itung2 nambah pengalaman gw kan, biar nti pas jd guru sekolahan dah punya bekal...truz suasanax jg bikin betah bgt, jd walopun gw gada jam ngajar, gw demen maen kesana...

ockay deh, that's my story about my Job, nti di sambung lagi yaaaaaa....

Ngajar itu seruuuu....!!!!

Gw ngajar lho skg di smp9 kdi. Wuiiiih serrrru deh bwo!
pokoke it's the most unforgettable activity ever done. Murid2 gw luuuuucu... ada yg namanya trisno, yulliana, saphira, chiquita, dwi, ade, si kembar riska-risky, nur alam, jansar, faruq....dll uuuuh I love teaching!!!

haluuu naw am wit darna infronof computer. wiar sitting tugeder meratapi fet as yang ga jelas hahahahaha

I'm back

Hi hi hi....

long not to see, miss u so much

I'm here now, finally..

yeah after several months I have no inspiration about what should I post in my blogger.

Hmm...
I'm incredible exiting that I could share my story through this web again.

Oay guys, let start from gebyar. Last November my study program held a big annual event namely Gebyar English Se SULTRA 2007, and I was a part of it's committee. You know it has many story to be talked, happy, sad, crying, laughing, and of course incredible tired that we felt.

But guys,,, It was success. I n my big genk felt so happy. Ok , lets left gebyar... and move to another story that I have....

Here we goooo

Yeah, after Gebyar, all of committeebact to our routinizes as usual. We back to campus, ready to join the class.

And now, gw berada di saat proposal yang jadi prioritas utama gw. Judul gw dah disetujui ma "the big boss" of english department, Thx God!
and not stop sampai situ, gw juga dapat pembimbing yang paling keren se English Department" How lucky I am, yah

Nah sekarang neh, gw gi browsing wat tambah2 materi theses gw, doain ya guyzzz

Gw juga lagi terharu2nya neh with my friendship, I has to say Alhamdulillah to Allah for giving me the greatest best friends, who always share the laugh to me...

For my big genk, Ema, Ceceng, Daniel, Ucul, Adi, Darna, Aminah, Nope, Mb Gid, Oz Luv U guyzzz

Thanks for being a part in my life...

I love gebyar so much

Jeng..jeng panitia gebyar, postingan kali ini untuk lo semua...
tw gak seh abis gebyar kali ini, gw tambah sayaaaaang bgt ma kalian
kompaknya kita itu yah keliatan bgt mpe-mpe pak oman sang kaprodi pun ngaku...
gile gak kite2?
apa gak dahsyat tuh...
gw pengen bgt persahabatan ini bakal tetep seperti ini mpe kita pada leave our university...
amin.
tuk my big genk, gebyar kali ini lebih indah karena ada lo

warna-warni gebyar

Wehehehe...
capek bgt nih gw.
sehariani kampus sama anak2 tengil bin ajaibnya English Departmen 2004, bareng Darna, ema, ceceng_sang Ketua, Big Bro_Ucul, daniella_cacing, Dll.

Pagi buta, nyokap bangunin gw tuk siap-siap jual minuman dingin, emang seh semalam gw dah mesen nyokap to do that. Walhasil, dengan mata setengah melek, gw bangun deh.

Seharian di kampus jaga stan soft drink gw, nonton film Harry Potter bareng, ketawa-ketiwi...minum-minum, dan akhirnya makan di Beringin, Rumah Makan Padang, and then here I am, with Daniel sits beside me want me to open him "hot Video" hehehe...

This day is melelahkan tapi gw cukup seneng. Secara ya best friend ge si Darna dah ngumpul bareng kita lagi setelah lebih sebulan ia diculk turis2 asing dari negeri antah berantah.

Dah dulu yah for today coz, my husband, Daniel Radcliffe dah manggil2 gw tuk bertemu dia... hehehe

Kaka Ilo's Weding

Last Monday, my best friend's brother get married with his girl friend who he has loved since three years ago. How a nice solemn ceremony.
Through this posting I just wanna say congratulation to Kaka Ilo and his wife. Wish them have a long relation until they growing old.

gw sakit

hu....hu...
gw sakit neh. Sakit magh gw kambuh.
jam 3 subuh gw mulai ngerasa mual-mual, trus nyeri lambung, trus satu badan kayaknya dingiiin bgt.
Gw lalu bangunin nyokap yang dengan tanggap ngurusin gw, sambil ngomel2 juga.

"kamu tuh! dah tau punya sakit magh, masih malas makan! kalo gini, yang sakit juga kan kamu"

Aduuuuh ini nyokap ga tau apa kalo anaknya yang teramat manis ini sedang ga ingin dengar macam2 omelan. Tapiii yah sudahlah toh doski juga kan sayang bgt ma gw.

Ini pasti ga bisa lepas dari si Mr. Wicked itu!!!
Menurut gw nih ya, kalo saja dia ga ngasih tugas yang sedemikian mengada-ngada, yang telah dengan sangat sukses membuat gw ga tidur semalaman, tambah lagi komputer gw ga bersahabat, trus besoknya terlambat ngumpul, dan Si Mr. Wicked itu ga mau tau segala dan menolak tugas gw itu mentah2, pasti gw ga akan sakit seperti sekarang ini.

Uuuuuh.....

Mr. Wicked

Mr. Wicked make me mad again.
Yesterday, when I want to submit my final assignment which I had hardly done, even I didn't had my night sleep, he refused to accept it!!!

What a hell!
You know, I want to kill him at that time.
Why there's lecture with such attitude.
I hate him, hate, hate, hate.....

My green campus

green.
my green campus

thursday at 14:33 in my rectorat warnet's room, I'm the only one user in this rainy day accompanied by sleepy cashier. While I'm waiting for loading, I direct my face toward the trees in out side...so green, fresh, and peach.

It is quite here. But I dont feel bored. I love this situation, where it just me here, no one else can bother me, and this beautiful scenery is only mine...

Green,
my green campus

validity???

Sebelll!!!
hwaaaaa............
duh hari ini kesel banget!gw ada mid LT, dari 20 soal yang benar mungkin cuma lima.
Dan ini, bukan karena gw bodoh, dongo', tolol, atau idiot. Tapi.... Dosennya yang keterlaluan bikin soal. Itu kan ga bisa dibilang validity dan realibility. Secara, ya tuh soal sama sekali ga bisa dipake untuk mengukur apa yang ingin diukur. Yaaah... cuma bisa pasrah sambil ngomel2 berharap bisa lulus. Aduh kalo model soalnya kayak gini, 85 kali mengulang pun ga bakal bisa lulus.

Satu lagi berita buruk menghantam diriku. Si Darna itu, masak ketemu lagi sama Ehm..Ehm... itu kan punya gw.....Darna jahaaaaat..... hiks-hiks....kayaknya nih hari gw apessss bgt.
Tapi... gapa lah yang penting tadi gw dah makan gorengan ma ema n darna, liat ka' Halim, liat si Azis juga. yah sutra lah lagian yang apes juga bukan cuma gw doang.

Pulang bentar gw mo nonton film2 gw yang belum sempat gw nonton. Biar terlepas semua kekesalan ini.

My mom's B'Day

May, 16th 2007, my mom is forty eight years old. She was not young anymore. But her beauty still appear in her old face. Oh, my beloved mother... If you know how much I love you...

It was early morning right after she do "shalat subuh", together with my father,when she said to my father "Pa, now I'm forty eight years old. Wont you to shake my hand and give me congratulation?" And then my father do it, shake her hand and gave her sweet kisses in her cheek.

and I was there, watched them in solemnly. Unconsciously my tears fell. It was so nice to watch your parents lost in their love. Wasn't?

I looked through my mom's eyes, and I found too much love there. No better teacher in my live, all the goodness and all the worth thing I've learned from her. I found the peach,the wise,and never ended love in the eyes of my mom.

I love you, now and forever mom...